The Lord moves in mysterious ways

At every step, every time I go ahead
Ground disappears under my feet
My head gets heavier, my shoulders hurt
Was it a mistake to trust you?
Your heaven’s my hell!

God!
Where did you leave me?
God!

Do you suffer for my wounds or laugh at my despair?
I showed you my fears
Why do you scorn me this way?
Remove the nails that fix me to my punishment
Then I’ll run away so far, so far

Fuck off my brothers
Filthy and bad
Low and unhappy
I live in the sty

Oh, God of men, don’t leave me now
I can kneel down in these fields of lies
And I can kneel down!

Good-bye daddy, forget everything
Please, let me wash your clear hands
I was the blind son who believed you
I am the blind son who believes you

And I can keel down

God!
Where did you leave me?
God!

The time is going round, my eyes distort the light
I can’t breathe ‘cause the weight of the world is in my chest
The thin dust of charity is dropping out of my hands
I’m sorry, father, I’m just a kid asking why

God!
Where did you leave me?
God!
God!