I'm riding from within
I'm hiding from the sin
Sometimes I wanna give into everything
This sickness in my veins
It's driving me insane
Sometimes I lose control of everything

I can't breathe anymore

There's a monster deep down inside of me
It comes alive while I'm beating through this disease
It finds a way to keep coming back to me
So why do I fight the monster inside?

Decaying like a rose
So hard on saying no
Sometimes I wanna give into everything
You're ripping me apart
Tearing up my heart
Sometimes I lose control of everything

I can't breathe anymore

There's a monster deep down inside of me
It comes alive while I'm beating through the disease
It finds a way to keep coming back to me
So why do I fight the monster inside?

It's taking over
The monster inside
It's trying to come out
I cannot take it
It's trying to come out
No, no, you don't control me
You don't control me

There's a monster deep down inside of me
It comes alive while I'm beating through this disease
It finds a way to keep coming back to me
So why do I fight the monster inside?

Why don't I kill the monster inside of me?
Why don't I kill the monster inside of me?