I can't just let this go

What can I say about everything
I made a mess with the thoughts I bring
But I have never felt this before
Did I make it all up deep within my mind
That she's the one I was meant to find
Could someone please just let me know

What will I do without you here?
You're the one thing that I knew was real
If I could go back to the start
I would never let us fall apart

How can I make this alright again?
I force my words but I don't pretend
About the things that should be unsaid
So now I write in this open book
A chapter that gave me a look
At how she made me who I am

What will I do without you here?
You're the one thing that I knew was real
If I could go back to the start
I would never let us fall apart

I'm falling further
From the things I can't change

I want to let her know
That I won't let go
Just don't deny to me
That you can't take this slow
Let her know
And I won't let go
Just don't deny to me
That you can let this go

Stop
She's my addiction
There's no need for conviction over
How this is meant to be