I'm so fuckin' over this
My sins mean everything
Subconscious thoughts are what I need today

They said they're gonna get me
You ain't getting out alive
They said they're gonna kiss me
Right between the eyes
You gotta watch it, son
You better fuckin' pray
That Jesus christ will save you
It's coming, judgment day

Leave it up to me
Just leave it up to me
If you leave it up me
I'll fuck it up

I'm so fuckin' over this
My sins mean everything
Subconscious thoughts are what I need today
Mother mary, did you see?
Your son turned his back on me
Cause everything I do is killing me

You've gotta listen, baby
I don't think you understand
These men are serious
And they have dirty plans
I turn my back to them
And I looked them in the eye
And I said if I'm gonna die
You're coming by my side

Leave it up to me
Just leave it up to me
If you leave it up me
I'll fuck it up just like I always do

So I give up
I'm giving in
I get down on my knees
I'm nothing but a sinner
I can not stand
Waking up everyday
And staring up at a god
Who never stares back at me

I'll fuck it up
I'll fuck it up

I'm so fuckin' over this
My sins mean everything
Subconscious thoughts are what I need today
Mother mary, did you see?
Your son turned his back on me
Cause everything I do is killing me