Hopelessly holding on for no reason
And if I'm always in pain
Well what's the point then
This plays over and over and over and over in my head lately
I get closer and closer and closer
To ending my life I hate me

Such a waste, your decay
You stole the stars and blacked out all my days
Will this pain fade away

You had a heavy heart
And I wish I held the weight
You had so many scars
But you hid them well from me
When you parted from the world I questioned everything
But it's you that has the answers that I seek
Now you're gone so you can't speak

I done my best for far too long just to feel ok
Fuck it I'm out I'm done with this living with fear and doubt

Such a waste, your decay
You stole the stars and blacked out all my days
Will this pain fade away
Such a shame, who's to blame
I think about you every single day
Will this pain fade away

I know you had to get out
And I don't blame you
This world is hard to get through
I hope you're happy now
I don't blame you
But it's so hard without you

I know you had to get out
And I don't blame you
This world is hard to get through
I hope you're happy now
I don't blame you
But it's so hard without you

I know you had to get out
And I don't blame you
This world is hard to get through
I hope you're happy now
And I don't blame you
But it's so hard without you