You were like a drug to me and I remember vividly the last
Few things you said
Waitin' in a prison room, review the taste of crooked mood again
Universally apparent

Shakin' like a man should never shake
I pulled a coin out from my breast
Pretending it could change you
If my captain ever died I'd be right here directing my attempt
Pursuin' absolution

I am not me

Fair to me and fair to you
I turned around and left I guess that I
Assumed that you would beg me
And from the shadow to the light
The God I know could not be tired, but I am such a separate story

Stupid is as stupid does and stupidly I pulled the plug on you
Finally stopped beating
Stupid is as stupid does and somehow you'll
Forgive the both of us
And the load that we still carry

I am not me