I'm out here searching for a person with a meaning
I got a feeling I don't wanna find the truth
Don't wanna waste it, wanna taste it when I'm sleeping
But I see the devil's work in everything I do

And there's so much left for me to prove
But there's so much left for me to lose
And I beat myself up black and blue
What have I become? What am I to do?

Can you tell that I'm dead inside?
If you only knew

And I can't find my way back to you
No I can't find my way back to you
If you only knew

I'm up here cursing out the man that's in the mirror
I try to shake him but he follows every move
I'm going crazy fighting battles with a shadow
Dance with the demons cause they play my favorite tune

And there's so much left for me to prove
But there's so much left for me to lose
I fall further now with every bruise
What have I become? What am I to do?

And I can't find my way back to you
No I can't find my way back to you
If you only knew
What I have inside
What I've turned into
Couldn't see the signs
Now I can't find my way back to you
If you only knew

Back to you!
You!

And I can't find my way back to you
No I can't find my way back to you
If you only knew
What I have inside
What I've turned into
Couldn't see the signs
Now I can't find my way back to you
If you only knew