I don't wanna smile while I drown that'd be acting
I don't wanna live in the now it ain't lasting
Don't be in rush growing up it's not freedom
Devil speaking lies to your heart can't believe him
Every night I dream it's a break from my conscience
They say that I'm weak it's okay, least I'm honest
I remember pulling in my drive car freezing
Just to have a minute to myself keep breathing
Said keep breathing

Time been catching up, know I stress too much
I'm afraid, so I break shoot the messenger
Should build a cabin in the woods never call back
When expectations kill your mood whatchu call that?
Going through changes, these pages, I can't rewrite at all
Lay awake in these ruins, tell myself that I'm human

I don't wanna smile while I drown that'd be acting
I don't wanna live in the now it ain't lasting
Don't be in rush growing up it's not freedom
Devil speaking lies to your heart can't believe him
Every night I dream it's a break from my conscience
They say that I'm weak it's okay, least I'm honest
I remember pulling in my drive car freezing
Just to have a minute to myself keep breathing
Said keep breathing