The sun doesn't shine anymore

The sun... Doesn't shine!... Anymore!
Grey clouds... Cover the sky, forever more
And I miss you
Your smile, your laughing face
And the twinkles of joy
In your eyes

I know you are there!
But you are so far away
A part of me has died
I can chosse not to stay
Wishfull thoughts
In my mind
All the time
Thought of vengence to me... My wife

I know you are there!
But you are so far away
A part of me as died
I can choose not to stay
Wishfull thoughts
In my mind
All the time
The thought of mourning... You... Die

In my eyes
Everyday
Under the blue sky
In the sun shine
Burning lights
All the day
In my eyes
Under the blue sky

I fear this is an uthopian dream
Reality and deceit, no more

And realise, I am they
The hatred by reality
Reality wish is unfair
And I always miss you
I am here...you are there
Why?
I will always...miss you