I'm lost amongst the earth and sky

I'm lost amongst the earth and sky

Everything our minds believe in
Is nothing but illusions

Screaming
At the wall of desolation
I behold, but what do I see?
My senses can't gather the outer world
Am I even here?

Deceased and buried in this shallow grave
The profanity of birth, imprison and deprave
Burned alive, again and again
I long for Chaos!

I'm lost amongst the earth and sky

Memories or dreams?
I am lost in a space between
The mirror on the wall reflects my face
But where am I?

Fettered in clay of subjective perception
Regarding shadows at the wall inside the cave
Imprisoned in deceit, the physical illusions
But following a voice from the other side

Deceased and buried in this shallow grave
The profanity of birth, imprison and deprave
A retention from the spiritual self
I long for Chaos!

I'm lost amongst the earth and sky

Lost in a fracture amongst
The essence of earth and sky
But as the path burns faster
The I slowly die

So many times in life
I have strived to kill this pain
But I failed again and again
And now, the end is closing in
Please, be my Saviour