And when I talk to my friends
And find out that you're having fun
That you're swallowing life
That you're in the Sun
That you're fucking around
That you're growing a new one

I bellow out my voice
I yell out loud
I have my shirt off in front of a crowd
I tell them about you and how you're gone
You're gone
But am I lying?
Don't I have you in my mind the entire time?
Yes

I can leave all the places we went
But I can't leave without the bones you bent
So I hobble along
And now it's me who's gone
And now it's me who has your fear of opening hearts
And all the false starts

We could tear hope apart with
This deep gouging
And biting back
With the way that you get all
My friends in the sack

What's left? I scream when I look up at the night
Where the novelty has worn off of moonlight
What gives?
And I roll on the ground
Who cares?
And there's no answering sound
And there's nobody around
And there my answer was found