And you know
I got something to tell you
I may be gone for a while
I'm not sure when I'll be back
Or even if I want to

I don't know where I went wrong here
I'm not sure of the time
But I've been feeling like I'm not breathing
And I just want to stay alive

It kills me
I couldn't say it on your birthday to you
For the first time in years
I feel like it's my fault
It's something I'll get used to

I don't know where I went wrong here
I'm not sure of the time
But I've been feeling like I'm not breathing
And I just want to stay alive

You have no idea what you do to me
I needed help a few times
But you didn't mind
Still nothing's working
I feel I've lost the right to have something better in my life
I'm different sometimes
I'm not happy all the time
All the time
All the time