Looking back, the things you said
Seems I cannot recognize myself
All I can do is stare at the door
I can't remember who I was before

30 days and night I'm finally clean
Down in a hole, broke and scared ta be
I shut you out and yet you stood by me
I should've never said I'm strong and easy

New morning the same old headache
I'll never learn to play along
I was looking for an easy way out
One look at you I said "damn those eyes"
Take my hand, don't want to crash and burn
Those reasons never opened up to me
And I don't even know why I'm here