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I lie awake pretending that it's different
When you're here with me, I've made up my decision
You're too good for me and honestly I wonder
Why I ever let you close
I try to change, this isn't what I wanted
And if I stay, I know I'm the problem
Put it all on me but honestly I hate
That I ever let you close

What a twisted fate
Always ends this way

I let you know that I'd let you down
But you still, you still stick around
Hate the words coming out my mouth
But you still, you still hear me out
Let's cut it off before we drown
My heart-shaped soul bleeds on the ground

I don't know, some days I think
I got it under control, but then I throw my feelings
Out the window, maybe I like it
Think I'm better alone, I don't know how to
Break free, only for a moment when I
See me and you in the mirror, but it's
Unclean, I don't really like it
But I think you need to leave

I let you know that I'd let you down
But you still, you still stick around
Hate the words coming out my mouth
But you still, you still hear me out
Let's cut it off before we drown
My heart-shaped soul bleeds on the ground

I let you know that I'd let you down
But you still, you still stick around
Hate the words coming out my mouth
But you still, you still hear me out
Let's cut it off before we drown
My heart-shaped soul bleeds on the ground