The sky’s always gray
I can’t take that away
Your demon’s standing in my way
Familiar face, you’re so lost in dismay
Holding the anger of being betrayed
You said: Do you remember taking the train home?
I do, taking shots to the dome, anchors weighing down my bones
I too never fully feel at home, headphones on drowning out the thoughts I don’t show

Yeah, for you I feel like I'm a fiend
Party with my demons, I don’t wanna sleep
Sad boy for life, all I do is weep, yeah
Your touch is like a drug and I feel like I'm a fiend
One dose of it, I'm infinity
When I'm ‘round you it’s hard to be, I mean it’s hard to breathe

If I could breathe, I would beg you to speak
I’ll take your anxiety, so I can set you free
Your eyes look so violent in silence
I'm trying to keep myself calm
I can’t let it go

Intoxicated, getting faded
Feeling jaded, your soul’s been traded

Walking by your side, you jump on the tracks
Got tears in your eyes, there’s no turning back

Yeah, for you I feel like I'm a fiend
Party with my demons, I don’t wanna sleep
Sad boy for life, all I do is weep, yeah
Your touch is like a drug and I feel like I'm a fiend
One dose of it, I'm infinity
When I'm ‘round you it’s hard to be, I mean it’s hard to breathe

If I could breathe, I would beg you to speak
I’ll take your anxiety, so I can set you free
Your eyes look so violent in silence
I'm trying to keep myself calm
I can’t let it go