Having fun makes me feel guilty
Having fun makes me feel sad
Doing this means nothing to me
Won’t stop me from feeling this bad

Oh, my healthy way of coping
Is for someone else, not me
I’ve tried to learn that hoping
Is enough to set me free

I write my thoughts
It’s not enough
My body doesn’t know that I'm ready
So, please help me

Not self-destruct
And open up
It’s easy to be reckless when you’re free
It’s easy to be reckless when you’re me

Such a fool trying to be me
He’s somewhere, he’ll find his way back
He’s dancing, he’s never felt this free
He’s lying, he’s about to crack

You can’t really call it coping
When your insides don’t agree
It’s difficult to patch it up
It’s hard to find the key

He’ll write his will
As if he wasn’t gone without a trace
Could you find him?
Please just help him

Not self-destruct
And open up
It’s easy to be reckless when you’re free
It’s easy to be reckless when you’re me

It’s not fair that I feel so lonely
When everything seems to be near
I’ve seen him go ever so slowly
What happens when I'm just left here
To self-destruct
I won’t open up
It’s easy to be reckless when you’re free
It’s easy to be reckless when you’re me