I am reading all the letters that I've never found before
Piecing things together, lying on the floor
And you say I'm sentimental, but I valued all our time
In amongst the chaos, is where I find peace of mind

I'd rather be upside down than up right now
I'd rather be lost than found and in this town

So many faces, so many shadows
Remind me of you
So many traces, so many ways
To erase you from view

I'd rather be numb right now
I'd rather be numb right now
I'd rather be numb right now, it's true
I'd rather be numb right now
I'd rather be numb right now
I'd rather be numb without you

I can hear all the whispers
As the walls around me close
I'm closer to the edge but no one even knows

I'd rather be upside down than up right now
I'd rather be lost than found then in this town

So many faces, so many shadows
Remind me of you
So many traces, so many ways
To erase you from view

I'd rather be numb right now
I'd rather be numb right now
I'd rather be numb right now, it's true
I'd rather be numb right now
I'd rather be numb right now
I'd rather be numb without you

I'd rather be numb right now it's true
I'd rather be numb without you