Things have changed with lightning speed
But I'm still stuck being the same old me
Time has a way of robbing me of your memory
But it can't erase and now I remember everything.

My friend I know it's been a year
But I'm still crying the same old tears
I've made the most of grasping this reality
I don't believe in ghosts but it feels like you're haunting me.

I'm finding traces of you everywhere
And all my life I've never been so unprepared

I never told you that I loved you
I never found the words to say
But you left my life so quickly
Now I say them everyday

I'm finding traces of you everywhere
And all my life I've never been so unprepared
And waking up these days is hard to do
It will be forever this way 'til I see you

I get so caught up in your absence
It swallows everything in me
But I know you still have a presence
And where you are is where I wanna be

[1 Thessalonians 4:13-18]