I never meant to make
you so numb
Even though I want to see you smile again
Toyed with in their deep plots like a doll
Eyes won't sparkle no more

You're our only Messiah but it was just my desire
My heart bled at the sight that brought me torture over and over
How dare you decided he's the one
All my tears've been run out

My life has turned too dusty like vampire
I'm gonna rust out and struggle in the flame of fire
All my fears had been stained but my scars are still remained
How much I've got to lose?
My dear where's a ray of hope?

Found myself fallen in the dark side of Mars
From my dead asleep dreaming why
I swear fake allegiance to that girl
Until I let you down

There's no sound of your breathing
Still your room is so freezing
My heart bled at the sight that brought me torture over and over
It's something I must live with everyday
Now I know there's no way out

My life has turned too dusty like vampire
I'm gonna rust out and struggle in the flame of fire
All my fears had been stained but my scars are still remained
How much I've got to lose?
My dear where's a ray of hope?

My life has turned too dusty like vampire
I'm gonna rust out and struggle in the flame of fire
All my fears had been stained but my scars are still remained
How much I've got to lose?
My dear where's a ray of hope?

How does it come to the perfect ends?
While I'm refusing to make amends
So much hurts so much hates are grown up
Your phantom made me hold on for my dear life