(When will you ever find yourself)

So you're out, on your own
And nobody's talkin to you
On the phone
Yea, nobody's talkin to you
So you go, yeah just to get into view
Yeah what are you gonna

Yeah you're constantly numb
Cause nobody sees you through
So you run, and it's not enough for you
Carry on!
There's only one life to lose
So what are you gonna

Hey! Hello, I need to see your smile
Help I'm alone!
Can I buy some time
And nobody's talkin
When will you ever find yourself
Inside you feel like someone else
When will you ever find yourself
Yeah, only in the morning when I have my cup of coffee

Into the rabbit hole
Where I can bury denial
My tears glow now that I've killed all my idols
My mind is scattered like magnets on the fridge door
Confetti in the skies
Never promise not to cry
The intentions are great, executions more frail
And I'm buying things online just so I get mail
Loiter in the summer
Lonely waiting for some color
Dried out and reddish blue

Hey! Hello, I need to see your smile
Help! I'm alone!
Can I buy some time
And nobody's talkin
When will you ever find yourself
Inside you feel like someone else
When will you ever find yourself
Yeah, only in the morning when I have my cup of coffee

Yeah, what are you gonna do
Hey! Hello
Yeah, what are you gonna do
Hey! Hello
Yeah, what are you gonna do