I'm your very own personal distraction.
The kind who a normie would call a disaster
I can't get you out of my head
You're digging through my brain and taking what I've said
Some things are better not remembered at all
Stop trying to fix me and find my flaws
Why cant you just take me for what I am?
Just take me for what I am

I'm a disaster
I'm a fuckin' mess
Always losing. Always bruising
Never faked it
I'm never changin'
I'm a disaster
I'm a fuckin' mess
Always losing
Always bruising
Never faked it
I'm never changin'

I'm a disaster
Some people wonder
How I can fall asleep at night
I'll rest in pieces feeling right
One step to far
One breathe too late
I've hit wall. I cant escape
I'm screaming out
I'm screaming out

I'm a disaster

I'm a disaster
I'm a fuckin' mess
Always losing
Always bruising
Never faked it
I'm never changin'.
I'm a disaster
I'm a fuckin' mess
Always losing
Always bruising
Never faked it
I'm never changin'

I'm a disaster

I'm looking into my soul
I see this stranger
I'm looking back at myself
Who is this creature?
Reflecting back on my life
Through this mirror
I'm looking down at these scars

I'm a disaster
I'm a fuckin' mess
Always losing, always bruising.
Never faked it. It's time to change this
I'm a disaster
I'm a fuckin' mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, it's time to change this

I'm a disaster
I'm a fuckin' mess
Always losing, always bruising
Never faked it, it's time to change this
I'm a disaster
I'm a fuckin' mess
Always losing. Always bruising
Never faked it, it's time to change
Its time to change this