I wake up to the weight of despair
The silence echoes, nobody cares
Chasing dreams that slip through my hands
In this hollow world, no one understands
I’ve fought my demons, I’ve bled my soul
But every wound just takes its toll
What’s the use of this endless fight?
I’m lost in shadows, I can’t find the light
I'm so fucking tired of life
Each breath feels like a knife
Dragging my heart through the mud and the pain
Wondering if I’ll break these chains
I'm so fucking tired of life
Searching for meaning in this endless strife
With every heartbeat, I’m losing my fight
Just want to fade into the night
The laughter around me feels so far away
A distant echo of a brighter day
I wear a smile, but it’s just a disguise
While the darkness consumes, and hope slowly dies
I’m trapped in a maze with no way out
A whisper of doubt is all I can shout
The silence is heavy, it drags me down
In this lonely battle, I wear the crown
I'm so fucking tired of life
Each moment feels like a strife
Dragging my heart through the mud and the pain
Wondering if I’ll break these chains
I'm so fucking tired of life
Searching for meaning in this endless strife
With every heartbeat, I’m losing my fight
Just want to fade into the night
But deep inside, the darkness prevails
Hope’s a shipwreck, lost in the gales
Maybe one day, I’ll silence this scream
And slip away into a forgotten dream
Forgotten dream
I'm so fucking tired of life
Each moment feels like a strife
Dragging my heart through the mud and the pain
Wondering if I’ll break these chains
I'm so fucking tired of life
Searching for meaning in this endless strife
With every heartbeat, I’m losing my fight
Just want to fade into the night
But deep inside, the darkness prevails
Hope’s a shipwreck, cuts deeper than a knife
In the shadows, I’ll quietly dwell
A broken soul in a living hell