Oh how I wish I could remember who I am
Now I'm in a hospital bed, almost left for dead
Bandages on my head, handcuffed on my bed
I have some flashbacks when the room turns black
Some visions o wine running like a flood
If only I could remember who I am

I woke up sweaty and in fear
with a man standing next to me
As a woke up for a bad dream but I woke up for a nightmare indeed
He didn't speak a word, I saw his eyes grew cold
He took out a picture from his coat
As I felt a lump in my throat
If only I could remember who I am

I laid my eyes upon the picture
That a hideous scene had captured
Like a cold steel in my spine, what I saw wasn't wine
It was blood and not mine...
I recall now what I've done to a child a wite,
From my loved ones, I took their lives

And now Oh! God, I remember who I am
And now Oh! God, I remember who I am
And how I wish to die