I would take all the blame
But I don't have the strength
Do you want to know the truth?
I know that I found you black and scarred
We start again
I would not pretend that what I say and what I do
Could ever make you happy

And I know, things are never gonna be the same
With red walls

I'm so alive, for the first time
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free
I'm so alive, for the first time
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free

Everything is gonna change, there's nothing left to say
And if you weren't so confused, you would know it's true
We ought to start to live again instead of just pretend
That what I say and what I do could ever make you happy

And I know, things are never gonna be the same
With red walls

I'm so alive, for the first time
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free
I'm so alive, for the first time
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free

(Whoa!)
So don't bother, no transition
'Cause life's too short it turns out, in the end
(Whoa!)
There's no more competition and I'm too tired to try everything

I'm so alive, for the first time
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free
I'm so alive

And I know, things are never gonna be the same
With red walls

I'm so alive, for the first time
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free
I'm so alive, for the first time
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free