Avoiding thoughts about the after life
Hiding my face from the light
Window closed, now we're inside
Still I try to put on a smile

But I'm not worried
I'm just Okey
I washed of all my sins today
But I'm afraid
I'm afraid of letting go
'Cause I'm afraid
I'm afraid of letting you know
That I'm not ready
But soon I'll learn to say goodbye

As you sit down there by my bed
And ask me how I am today
I never thougt I'd be one of those
Who can not even say what I don't wanna do

And I'm not worried
I'm just okey
Washed of all my sins today
But I'm afraid
I'm afraid of letting go
'Cause I'm afraid
I'm afraid of letting you know
That I'm not ready
But soon I'll learn to say goodbye
That I'm not ready
But soon I'll say goodbye