She keeps me up in the middle of the night
I'm really sorry I had to go
But I couldn’t handle living this lie

Can’t believe I saw my mother as a major threat
She just wanted to become someone I'd never forget
& that I grew up being loved
She did what she could
So that's when's she's gone
I know she's watching from above

Don't want you to worry
Don't want you to look back on your
Beautiful life and
Think you really messed it all up
No you did not
You gave me the the strength to
Become more than enough

Said her name three times
But she never appeared
My dear
I know I ran away from all the conscious moves you Made
Spent my whole life feeling ashamed
Yet I still cry over you
Yes I still cry over you

And one day
I hope you forget the pain
That I caused from just wanting to be away
Had to find myself
Ignore the help
Don't want nobody around
That just wants to control me
I'd rather be lonely
Why you have to constantly
Laugh and make fun of me
All my life
All my life
All my life
I've grown tired
I've grown tired

Said her name three times
But she never appeared
My dear
I know I ran away from all the conscious moves you Made
Spent my whole life feeling ashamed
Yet I still cry over you
Yes I still cry over you

Bloody Mary
Bloody Mary
Bloody Mary