I feel so fucking hateful pissing on the right here right now

Every thought I've ever had
Killing me
Everyone I've ever known
Following
Every memory inside
Haunting me

I feel so fucking hostile
Feeding on what's here what's now
It's the way to I go to waste
With my fingers in my brain
But now I don't taste the same

Every thought I've ever had
Killing me
Everyone I've ever known
Following
Every memory inside
Haunting me