You left me when I was young and so stupid
I am not spiteful I can’t do what you did
I open my mind just to find that I’m useless
Your speech is absuive
And rude I’m so clueless
Useless, nothing is new I could shoot you like cupid
Guy, wasn't cute and you knew it
I dream in lucid, I feel when you touch me
I’m losing, I feel so stupid

There’s no where to run, I can’t find my gun
There’s nowhere to hide, so I stay inside by myself
Lies on the shelf, I got crops on my belt
I got weapons thy tucked in my closet

Have you felt alone with people all around you
Did you always wanna know, why they leave without you
Have you ever heard a song, and thought it was about you
Feel it in your soul, then you let it take control

I should let you know, imma let you down for sure
My heart is very cold, I can never let it show
Keep a pistol in my coat, cause’ my pockets full of dope
So I can bring you everywhere you ever wanna go

Tell me now, I want to know
Tell me how my story goes
Will I live or will I die
I’ll go slow and change my flow
My feelings are toxic
Destruction, I watch it
I’ll fall like it’s nothing, bodies are droppin
I cannot watch anymore, I’m so nauseous
I’m losing friends
And I’m losing options

I should let you know
Imma let you down for sure

Have you ever felt alone with people all around you
Did you always wanna know, why they leave without you
Have you ever heard a song, and thought it was about you
Feel it in your soul, then you let it take control