I wonder what it's like
To not wake up every day and think you wanna die
There's things I'm tryna find
A space between you and me, love and suicide

Why am I still finding it so hard to smile?
Why can't I find peace maybe just once in a while?

I'm sensitive
Except when I'm hiding shit
My kitchen counter looked like Aspen when a blizzard hits
Artificially confident
Just tryna stay relevant
Writing two words in a text
I know I'll never say
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry (yeah)

I wonder what it's like
To fall in love and not fuck it up like every single time
I'm hangin' onto every word you ever said
Visions of you in my bed
You're runnin' laps inside my head
All these texts I never sent
And we both know that what we had was colorful and so real
I won't know just what you want if you don't tell me how you feel

I'm sensitive (yeah)
Except when I'm hiding shit
My kitchen counter looked like Aspen when a blizzard hits
Artificially confident (whoa)
Just tryna stay relevant (whoa)
Writing two words in a text
I know I'll never say
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Why am I still finding it so hard to smile?
Why can't I find peace maybe just once in a while? Oh

I'm sensitive
Except when I'm hiding shit (when I'm hiding shit)
My kitchen counter looked like Aspen when a blizzard hits (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Artificially confident (whoa)
Just tryna stay relevant (whoa)
Writing two words in a text
I know I'll never say
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Yeah