I loved you so much that I forgot what I looked like
I was too obsessed with if I looked good enough in your eyes
So I gave my soul to an angel in black clothes
And I wouldn't feel at home if I didn't feel guilty
And I wish I weren't too afraid to tell you
But the words are stuck in my throat and I'm speechless

I need a chiropractor to realign my bones
My spine has been misplaced from the times I feel like I've let you down
I was your safety net and honestly I resent that
My hands were full so I couldn't catch myself
I tried to meet you halfway now I'm sitting alone in my car wondering why I blew off my friends
And I am not a crier but I'm gonna lose my shit if I ever feel this lonely again