Turn the lights down let me think clearly
Everything is such a blur these days
Made the right sound

Finally you hear me
Think I'm feeling ok
But it’s so hard to grasp the changes
It’s so hard to find my pride
Diving deeper into madness
Anything it takes to feel alive

Well we can’t go back
We don’t know where to begin
All the life drains out
We can’t try making amends
Even though I'm trying my best doing all I can

As you might have guessed
I don’t know how to pretend
I can’t accept that the past is dead

Open up now give me some feeling
Took a chance threw it all away
It’s a wreck now nobody’s healing
How the hell can I stay

When it’s so hard to grasp the changes
It’s so hard to find my pride
Diving deeper into madness
Anything it takes to feel alive
I can’t accept that the past is dead