You’ll find me six feet under

All colors fade to shades of gray
In a world of numbness I beg for pain
Aching heartbeats, a dirge they sing
Too scared, I'm damned to live in vain, nothing remains
I need to feel something

Hope I live another day
All the thoughts in my head say I'm better off dead
Now the days are all the same
Every word left unsaid echoes deep in my head
Help me see the light again
All the thoughts in my head say I'm better off dead
Now the colors turned to grey
Every word left unsaid echoes deep in my head
The nothing I’ve become

Numbness
I've never felt so empty
So desperate to feel something
A hollow shell of who I used to be

I'm bound to fall

Hope I live another day
All the thoughts in my head say I'm better off dead
Now the days are all the same
Every word left unsaid echoes deep in my head
Help me see the light again
All the thoughts in my head say I'm better off dead
Now the colors turned to grey
Every word left unsaid echoes deep in my head
The nothing I’ve become

Sorrows intertwine, in a world unkind
Feeling all the pain, no escape to find
Hearing silent cries, seeing broken skies
Empathy's a curse, where hope slowly dies

There’s no escape to find

Fuck

Hope I live another day
All the thoughts in my head say I'm better off dead
Now the days are all the same
Every word left unsaid echoes deep in my head
Help me see the light again
All the thoughts in my head say I'm better off dead
Now the colors turned to grey
Every word left unsaid echoes deep in my head
The nothing I’ve become

See the nothing I’ve become

Left for dead
I'm so empty
Lost all hope