after all the pain I've mastered
from all the suffering I've seen
this seems to be so monumental
this feels so indefensible

I can't see beyond, I can't feel me
I can't reach me, I can't save me

when there's nothing left to say
when there's nothing left to lose
and I feel forsaken on my way

I'll remember you
in all your grace
in all your moves
in all your ways
I'll honour you
in all my days
in all my thoughts
in all my ways

it feels my inner strength has left me
for visions I despise
like I'm gradually collapsing
until there's no remnant left

it's just a matter of time
before I get restored
it's just a matter of hope
before I save myself