Golden dreams, freshly cut sighs
Sweet relief, but it's a disguise
You might see me, but versions have died
And I could've saved her, but I was too tired to try
Don't you understand, I'm not who I was before?
Drained out all the damage, including what was yours
I know I'm not who you asked of me
If a potion was there, I'd be shots deep
I opened up till my friends were gone
And I don't blame them anymore
Cause I really wasn't a person, a
Shattered heart and a burden, I
Can't believe that it's working I'm
In precious gardens I've burned in
I'm learning I'm deserving, oh
Those fantasies of me are buried now
But you can have a girl much worthwhile
While, while, while
Much worthwhile, worthwhile, while
I was in denial, but I'm much more worthwhile
Feeling things all over again
Couldn't sleep without thinking of him
And I'm so glad you're here, it's a new beginning
And I'll forgive the graves my mind had lived in
Don't you understand, I'm not who I was before?
Drained out all the damage, including what was yours
I know I'm not who you asked of me
If a potion was there, I'd be shots deep
I opened up till my friends were gone
And I don't blame them anymore
Cause I really wasn't a person, a
Shattered heart and a burden, I
Can't believe that it's working I'm
In precious gardens I've burned in
I'm learning I'm deserving, oh
Those fantasies of me are buried now
But you can have a girl much worthwhile
While, while, while
Much worthwhile, worthwhile, while
I was in denial, but I'm much more worthwhile
While, while, while
While
While
While, while, while