Ai no yamai

anata wo suki de shinsoko ai shite
konna ni setsunai mono nan datte
koe wo koroshite nakimashita
kono deai de atashi no karada ga
kawatte yuku mono nan datte
terekusakute hohoemimashita
ashita anata ga inaku natte
asatte kokorogawari shite
itsuka kirai ni nararetara...

* atashi no yokeina kangae wo
imasugu topparatte yo
mou hanashi wa shinai to
yakusoku shinakutemo ii kara
fuan de nemurenai yoru tonari ni ite kudasai
konya sou shite kudasai

towa ni naoranai ai no yamai ga
namida to kodoku to shiawase hakobi atashi wo otona ni sasemashita
sono sekai ga yogoreta mono demo
anata no egao sae areba
nan datte yatteyukeru ki ga suru kara
[ashita anata ga inaku natte
asatte kokorogawari shite itsuka kirai ni nararetara?]

atashi no ima itta kotoba ga machigatteita to shitara
atashi no ima omou koto ga tadashikatta to shitara
sono tsudo anata ni wa sugu ni shikatte hoshii
sugu ni dakishimete hoshii

* repeat
anata wo suki de shinsoko ai shite
konna ni setsunai mono nan datte
koe wo koroshite nakimashita