How did I get here?
And what have I done?
Feels like I've been sleeping for two years
And I'm just waking up
Like I'm coming out of a black out
Like I didn't see you till right now
I look around and I'm feeling
Like I built a prison and put myself in it

I don’t wanna go through the motions
No I don’t wanna

I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
That we're just strangers again

Where do I go now?
And where do I start?
I don't wanna pick up the pieces
I just wanna watch it all fall apart
Fall apart like it should
Fall apart like I said it would
I wanted out but you held me down
And fed me the lies
I told to myself

I don’t wanna go through the motions
No I don’t wanna

I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
That we're just strangers again

We had what we had but it's done and I'm over it
Held on for too long and I should have let go of it
I knew it was wrong but I tried to keep hold of it
It was wrong it was wrong it was wrong