I try to speak but I can barely breathe
I'll disguise myself as something I could never be
I'm not listening, I swear that I've been better than this
So much better than this

You said you wanted to hear the truth
Well are you happy now? 'Cause I'm not happy now
I wanted to see the best of you
Well are you happy now, 'cause I'm not happy now

Lust at first sight, she was so fly
She was poison I did not mind
Wispered in my ear that I could keep a secret
Little did I know that she wouldn't keep it

Comunications lost and I feel you push me out to sea
Don't want to talk about a misinterpretation
You're so relaxed in your convoluted nature
Know me? Hardly. I'm not sorry for everything I've done
I'm not the only one

You said you wanted to hear the truth
Well are you happy now? 'Cause I'm not happy now
I wanted to see the best of you
Well are you happy now, 'cause I'm not happy now

You wanna talk about a better life for us, well then man up
You're not convincing me of anything you say to me
You wanna talk about a better life for us well then man up
You're not convincing me of anything

Anger turns to hatred
I was only wasted
If you never wanna see my face
Just say it

I'm tired of explaining